I Was 62 When I Finally Learned That I Mattered Too

We took the train on Saturday morning.

Claire had packed two small bags.

I had brought my blue sweater.

I folded it carefully into my suitcase, almost as though I were carrying a promise.

When we arrived, the air smelled of salt, warm crêpes, and the sea.

The same narrow streets.

The same low houses.

The same cries of seagulls overhead.

But I was no longer the same woman who had stood on that beach months earlier.

And Claire had changed, too.

We left our bags in a modest guesthouse above a quiet little building.

Nothing luxurious.

Just two beds, a small window overlooking the rooftops, and a glimpse of the sea between the houses.

Claire put her bag down and turned to me.

“Mom, would you like to rest before we go out?”

I almost laughed.

For years, that question would have been followed by another request.

Could you watch Noah?

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