I followed her downstairs.
At the door, I wanted to reach for her, but she stepped back to put on her shoes.
I held the door while she carried the bag to her car.
I followed her
***
On Monday, a man in a chicken costume stepped into my office elevator holding a clipboard. He asked, perfectly seriously, whether I’d tried the restaurant downstairs.
I carried the story home for Laura.
“You won’t believe what happened…”
The living room was empty. I stopped with my coat half off.
I carried the story home
Later, I started watching our cooking show.
Laura usually narrated it like a sports commentator. Without her opinions about the risotto, I lost interest before the first elimination.
I picked up my phone, but didn’t call.
“God, I miss you,” I confessed to the empty room.
I picked up my phone
Life without Laura was hard in other ways, too.