As the weeks passed, I stopped feeling pressured to decide immediately what should happen to my marriage. Dereck’s apology hadn’t restored my trust, and I understood that rebuilding it would require genuine accountability rather than repeated explanations about kitchen cabinets.
I didn’t know whether our relationship could eventually recover. What I did know was that I would never again allow someone else to decide which of my memories were worth preserving.
One evening, I returned Dad’s hand plane to the repaired kitchen drawer and pushed it closed. The wood moved smoothly, and I smiled as I remembered how proud he’d been whenever I successfully completed a project.
Our anniversary vacation had never happened, and the marriage I’d once considered secure was now uncertain. Yet I no longer wished that my mother had simply found Dereck’s passport and brought it to the airport without noticing anything else.