She gave a tired smile that didn’t reach her eyes.
“I wasn’t alone.”
I glanced around the empty hallway.
She understood what I was thinking.
“My mother came when she could,” she said. “A neighbor drove me after one appointment. Sometimes I took rideshares. It was manageable.”
Manageable.
I hated that word.
I hated the picture it created: Sophie sitting in the back seat of a stranger’s car after tests that could change her life, holding herself together because she had decided I was no longer someone she could call.
Dr. Keller took the file gently from my hand and returned it to Sophie’s bedside chart.
“We should continue this conversation inside,” he said.
Sophie didn’t move.
Neither did I.
The space between us felt full of ghosts.
Finally, she looked at the doctor. “Can we have a minute?”
He hesitated, then nodded. “One minute. Then you need to rest.”
