My husband was always at work, so I secretly booked an appointment with him as a surprise — but when I saw what he actually did for a living, I nearly fainted.

A year after that first accidental visit, the Lantern Project held a small anniversary event of its own — not for Adrian and me this time, but for the clinic itself, marking its tenth year of operation. It was a modest gathering, held after hours in the same unmarked building, curtains drawn, a handful of donors and volunteers and, quietly, a few former patients who’d asked to attend.

Marjorie gave a short, unpolished speech that evening, standing beside the same front desk where she and I now spent our Tuesday and Thursday mornings together. She didn’t name names, didn’t share details that weren’t hers to share about anyone but herself, but she talked about walking through that door for the first time, terrified and certain no one would ever be able to fix what had been done to her.

“Dr. Bishop didn’t just repair what was on the outside,” she said, her voice steady despite the visible effort it took her to keep it that way. “He made every single one of us feel like the truth of what happened to us was finally being taken seriously by someone with the power to do something about it. That’s rarer than people think. I hope this place is here another ten years, and ten after that.”

I watched Adrian across the room during her speech, his eyes fixed on the floor, his jaw tight in the particular way it went whenever the weight of the work threatened to become visible on his face in front of other people. I understood that expression differently now than I would have a year earlier. It wasn’t distance. It had never been distance, not really. It was the exact opposite — a man trying very hard to carry an enormous amount of feeling without letting it spill over into a room where other people needed him steady more than they needed him emotional.

I crossed the room afterward and took his hand, the same way he’d taken mine at our anniversary dinner months before, and for once, in front of an entire room of people who knew exactly what his work actually meant, neither of us needed to explain a single thing about it.

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