I laughed for the first time in days.
Then I opened my laptop.
I sat at the kitchen table with my laptop and opened the banking app the way I did every Friday.
The balance was wrong.
I refreshed the page. Then I refreshed it again, slower this time, as if the number might rearrange itself into something I recognized.
Honey, is everything okay?
Payee: Azure Mediterranean Cruises. Suite Upgrade. Non-refundable.
There was no work bonus. There had never been a work bonus.
I did not cry. That surprised me more than the number on the screen.
Then I picked up my phone, and scrolled to my mother’s name.
She answered on the second ring.
“Rachel? Honey, is everything okay? It’s late.”
“Mom.” My voice was steadier than I expected. “Remember that loan you and Dad offered us last year? For the refinance?”
“I need to talk to a lawyer in the morning.”