I pressed the paper against my chest.
That was why she’d kept this secret.
That was why she’d kept this secret.
Not because Mary had shut me out.
Because she had known me too well.
Then came the lines that broke me.
I couldn’t go home with you, Mom.
But I hoped I could help Sophie go home with hers.
I covered my mouth to stop the sound that came out.
Then came the lines that broke me.
At the bottom, Mary had written:
Please don’t be too angry with Dad.
He hated keeping this from you.
I made him promise.
I love you.
Mary
The chapel door opened behind me.
I made him promise.
Jonathan sat one row behind me.
“You still should’ve told me,” I said between sobs.
“I know, but how could I refuse my daughter’s dying wish?”
I looked at him.
“She was eighteen. Everyone had been making decisions about her body for almost a year. She asked me for control over one thing.”