Denise was crying into the phone, with Cole on the other end, the two of them having the same conversation in a different kitchen.
Because here is what the two of us finally understood, at four in the morning, over a soaked envelope of cash.
Our whole house had been built on silence meant kindly.
I hid the money trouble to protect Nathan. Nathan hid the plant to protect me. Each of us carried the whole weight alone, in the dark, certain we were sparing the other — and all we’d actually done was make sure that nobody was carrying it together.
“No more,” I told him. “Whatever is coming for this family, we are going to face it with the lights on and the door open, as the two people who are left. You don’t get to protect me by disappearing. And I don’t get to protect you by lying. Deal?”