MY 14-YEAR-OLD SON GREW OUT HIS HAIR

I thought about the little round bandage I’d seen in the crook of his arm three weeks ago. “Gym,” he’d said. A blood draw, I understood now. The confirmatory test.

“And I am,” Ethan said, and his voice broke on it. “Mom, out of everyone — I’m a match. I can give her the transplant. I can be the one.”

The wig had never been the gift.

The wig was what a boy does with his hands while his heart is doing something enormous in secret.

Chapter 3: Why Her Father Came

Lily’s father — his name was David, I learned, in that office, after years of nodding at him across a parking lot — was not there to accuse my son of anything.

He was there because he was drowning, and a fourteen-year-old boy had just thrown his daughter a rope, and he did not know how to look the boy’s mother in the eye and ask for the thing he needed to ask for.

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