I stopped wiping.
“She does?”
“Every Sunday when I call. ‘Carly found my pearl earring.’ ‘Carly fixed the sticky drawer.’ ‘Carly’s daughter counted the windows.’” Susan smiled. “I know more about you than I know about some
of my own cousins.”
I didn’t know what to say.
“You saved her life,” Susan said. “The doctor said so. And I know she’ll never say it to you. So I’m
saying it. Thank you.”
She hugged me. Right there in the kitchen, with the dishrag still in my hand.
After Susan left, things went back to normal. Mostly.
Mrs. Whitaker still left notes. She still left a check. She still called me Carly and I still called her Mrs. Whitaker. I still ate my lunch in my car.
But she stopped going out on Thursdays. She was always home now. She’d sit in the living room
with her book and her cane, and when I came through to dust, she’d ask me something.
“How is Willa’s science project?”
“What is Willa reading these days?”
“Did Willa get her braces off?”
And sometimes, not very often, I’d look up from dusting the piano and find her watching me. Not in a checking-up way. In a different way. A way I couldn’t name.
I found out later what it was.
Willa grew up.
That’s the thing nobody warns you about. You’re so busy working and paying bills and making
sure there’s food in the fridge that you blink, and your nine-year-old with the messy braid and the sliding glasses is suddenly seventeen, with contacts and a driver’s permit and very strong opinions about everything.
She still drew houses. All the time. She took every art class her high school offered. She took drafting. She took geometry and got an A. In her junior year, she won a regional contest for high school students, designing a small, affordable house for a single family. Her house had big
windows everywhere. And a little reading nook under the stairs.
“Forty-two windows,” she told me, grinning, when she showed me the plans. “Well, fourteen. It’s a small house. But you get the idea.”
She wanted to study architecture. There was a good program at a university about two hours away. She’d been talking about it since she was twelve.
It cost thirty-two thousand dollars a year.
