“I’m aware,” I said. “Cancel everything. All five passengers. All rooms. All activities. Everything.”
“But ma’am, you’ll lose—”
“Cancel it,” I repeated. “Now. I’ll hold while you process it.”
There was another pause. More typing.
“Dr. Hayes, are you certain? Once I process this, it cannot be undone.”
I watched a Hawaiian Airlines plane taxi toward the runway.
“I’m absolutely certain,” I said. “Cancel it all.”
More typing. A few clicks.
“All right. Processing cancellation now,” she said. “This will take approximately two minutes.”
Two minutes to erase six months of planning and forty-seven thousand dollars.
I stood by the window, watching the planes. I thought about how excited I’d been that morning, how I’d barely slept the night before, how I’d imagined Tyler’s face when he saw his first sea turtle.
I thought about how Jessica had told me I was too old and that the kids loved her mother more, and how my son had stood there and said it was “just one trip.”