Our life wasn’t glamorous.
I worked as a store clerk.
Tom became a mechanic.
We lived in a small apartment where the kitchen was so tiny that two people couldn’t stand in it comfortably.
But there was food in the refrigerator.
There was a warm bed.
There were two toothbrushes beside the sink.
And every night, Tom came home.
Then Emily was born.
The first time I held her, I cried.
Tom stood beside the hospital bed, staring at our daughter as though someone had handed him the most valuable thing on earth.
“She has your eyes,” he whispered.
“No, she has yours.”
“She definitely has yours.”
“You’re already lying to her.”
He laughed.
That night, while Emily slept between us in the hospital bassinet, I looked at Tom.
“It feels like I’m dreaming,” I said.
He turned toward me.
“Why?”
“Because I’ve never had anything that felt permanent.”