“Why didn’t you ever tell me?”
Mom seemed lost in thought and didn’t answer. Helen was watching her.
“Mom talked about you.”
Mom closed her eyes.
“Don’t.”
“She did.”
“Please.”
“I think you need to hear this.”
Helen reached into the box again.
This time she took out another photograph.
Mom holding a newborn baby. I recognized the yellow blanket immediately.
I’d seen that picture in our family album.
“That’s me,” I said.
Helen looked at me.
“I know.”
Something about the way she said it made my stomach tighten.
She turned the photograph over. There were two different kinds of handwriting on the back.
One was Mom’s.
“Amani. Six days old.”
Underneath it, in faded blue ink, someone else had written, “The baby Margaret needed more than me.”
Mom’s knees nearly gave out.
I caught her arm.
“No.”
Helen looked startled.
Mom took the photograph.
“No, no, no.”
“Mom?”
