My pulse jumped. “Returned?”
“Yes. Same amounts. Same day or next day. Small enough not to affect closing but large enough to be noticed if we’re looking.”
“How much?”
“Ten thousand each.”
I stared at her.
“Where did they go?”
“To an account connected to a company called B.L. Consulting.”
“Brenda?”
“That would be my assumption, but assumptions are not evidence.”
I sank onto the edge of the bed.
Brenda had been at my bridal shower. She had brought a ceramic vase and joked that Elias was terrible at choosing home decor. She had touched her stomach once, briefly, when she thought no one was watching.
“How pregnant is she?” I asked.
Rebecca paused. “Do you know?”
“No. Cynthia said the baby would get its own room in a year.”
“Then we don’t know yet.”
I looked at the folder. “Why move the money out and put it back?”
“Testing access. Creating records. Maybe proving to someone that funds existed. Maybe borrowing temporarily.”
“Borrowing from me.”
Rebecca’s face did not change. “Yes.”
After she left, I finally showered.
I stood under hot water until my skin turned pink, watching glitter from my wedding makeup circle the drain. I had thought I would wake up that morning beside my husband in a hotel suite overlooking the bay. Instead, I washed dust from my hair in my father’s house while attorneys traced money I had trusted to a man who called me plain rice.
My sadness did not arrive as one storm. It came in small, humiliating waves.
The toothbrush Elias kept at my apartment.
His handwriting on grocery lists.
The way he used to warm my hands between his palms in movie theaters because I was always cold.
Had he hated those moments? Or had he simply been able to perform tenderness the way some people performed music, beautifully and without meaning?
At nine that night, I opened our wedding album preview. The photographer had already sent ten images.
There we were beneath the arch, my veil moving in the wind, Elias looking at me as if the world had narrowed to my face.
I enlarged the photo until his eyes filled the screen.
I searched for greed.
I found devotion.
That was worse.
Because either I could not tell the difference, or devotion and greed could wear the same expression.
On the third day, Elias came to the apartment.
Rebecca had arranged for my cousin Nathan and two movers to meet me there so I could collect clothes, documents, and personal items. My father wanted to send staff, but I refused. I needed to walk through those rooms once before they became evidence in someone else’s file.
The apartment sat on the fourth floor of a renovated building in the Mission, with tall windows and old wooden floors that creaked near the kitchen. I had loved it the first time I saw it. Loved the morning light, the blue tiles in the bathroom, the tiny balcony just wide enough for two chairs and a basil plant.
When I unlocked the door, everything looked untouched.
The coffee mugs we chose together. The framed print from our first trip to Monterey. The half-built bookshelf Elias promised to finish after the honeymoon.
Nathan watched me from the doorway. “You okay?”
“No.”
“Fair.”
He was my age, blunt in a way I usually found annoying but now found comforting.
I walked to the bedroom and opened the closet. My side was neat. Elias’s side looked disturbed, hangers shoved aside, drawers half-opened.
“He’s been here,” I said.
Nathan stepped closer. “Want me to check the rest?”
Before I could answer, the front door opened.
Elias walked in wearing the navy sweater I had given him last Christmas.
For one suspended second, we simply stared at each other.
He looked tired. His jaw was shadowed with stubble, his eyes red-rimmed. He seemed so convincingly wounded that my first instinct was to step toward him.
Then I remembered his voice above me in the hotel room.
Tonight I still have to pretend.
“Ella,” he breathed.
Nathan moved between us. “She’s not alone.”
Elias’s gaze flicked to him. “This is my home too.”
“No one said it wasn’t,” Nathan replied.
Elias ignored him and looked at me. “Where have you been?”
I folded a sweater and placed it in my suitcase. My hands were steadier than I felt.
“I needed space.”
“Space?” He laughed once, but it cracked. “You left me on our wedding night.”
“You noticed.”
His face tightened. “Is that supposed to be funny?”
“No.”
“Then talk to me.” He took a step forward. Nathan did not move. Elias stopped. “Please. Whatever you think happened, whatever Brenda said—”
Interesting.
I looked up.
“Why would Brenda have said anything?”
His mouth closed.
There it was. A tiny shift. Not guilt exactly. Calculation.
“I just mean,” he said carefully, “you’ve always been insecure about her.”
I zipped the suitcase.
“I haven’t mentioned Brenda.”
“You didn’t have to.”
Nathan snorted.
Elias glared at him. “Can you give us a minute?”
“No,” I said.
The word surprised both of us.
Elias’s expression softened too quickly. “Ella, baby, come on. This isn’t you. You don’t shut people out. You don’t run to your rich relatives and make things dramatic.”
My heart thudded.
“My rich relatives?”
